missingdata14 is a little experimental project and alternative persona created by ▉▉▉▉ to be able to freely talk about their ongoing struggles with their eating disoder and vent about anything they don't usually express as their main persona, such as their struggles with BPD and mental health time to time. missingdata14 was created somewhere in July 2023.

▉▉▉▉ has been struggling with an eating disorder since they were 13 but it got intense on late July 2021. Their ED has been on and off since late July 2021 until their relapse on August 2023. To make themselves and anyone feel less alone, they created missingdata14, MD14 for short.

MD14 is a 19 year old with hikikomori tendencies, all they do is sit in front of their computer all day long, go to ED websites and challenging themselves to stay in their room as much as they can to avoid eating food. Their preferred time to be on ED websites is at nights, where they feel a sense of nostalgia exploring these websites. MD14 prefers late 2000s and early 2010s ED websites, as they believe 2020s websites are really toxic and too restricted now.

Keep in mind, this website is not to encourage unhealthy behavior nor promoting eating disorders. This website is only made for the purpose of being able to express myself through this persona, as eating disorder is a thing in my everyday life. I am pro-recovery and anti-fatphobia. I believe everyone is beautiful in their own way, no matter their weight. And everyone is deserving of a recovered and happy life. My eating disorder will be temporally as I am planning to recover in the future, I am just not ready right now. This website will simply exist here, in the void, until someone finds it one day.

missingdata14 [2023]